8/07/2003

the word of God

   So lately I have had a really hard time getting into the Word. Yes I still read almost everyday, yes I still believe that it has power and all that stuff, and yes I usually love to digest it into my soul. But over the past few months I have had a hard time being motivated to really dive in by myself. Part of it, I think has to do with the transitions in my thought processes and all that. But truthfully I am lazy. I know that I need to spend more time letting the Word dissect my soul, but I don't want to not right now. What I do want to do is somehow justify what I am lacking with same lame excuse that would make me sound spiritual for not being intimate. I post this not for comforting response like , "don't feel guilty" I don't. I just feel convicted that I need more and more of Jesus, and the manna is getting moldy. If you know what I mean. So my motivation is accountability to myself.