7/18/2003

How I know Dr. Seuss is a postmodern

1. He liked everyone no matter if they had big ears or a elphant trunk for a nose 2. He liked to break the rules. ie. "Hop on Pop" totally goes against the system of "absolutes" 3. Further proof is bellow Why Computers Sometimes Crash! by Dr. Seuss. If a packet hits a pocket on a socket on a port, and the bus is interrupted at a very last resort, and the access of the memory makes your floppy disk abort, then the socket packet pocket has an error to report. If your cursor finds a menu item followed by a dash, and the double-clicking icon puts your window in the trash, and your data is corrupted cause the index doesn't hash, then your situation's hopeless and your system's gonna crash! If the label on the cable on the table at your house, says the network is connected to the button on your mouse, but your packets want to tunnel to another protocol, that's repeatedly rejected by the printer down the hall. And your screen is all distorted by the side effects of gauss, so your icons in the window are as wavy as a souse; then you may as well reboot and go out with a bang, 'cuz sure as I'm a poet, the sucker's gonna hang. When the copy on your floppy's getting sloppy in the disk, and the macro code instructions is causing unnecessary risk, then you'll have to flash the memory and you'll want to RAM your ROM, and then quickly turn off the computer and be sure to tell your Mom! Well, that certainly clears things up for me. How about you?

the pressing question

So what am I to do? A bible college graduate, a youth pastor/worship leader for 5+ years, a husband for 1 and a half. What am I todo Jesus ? I am glad that Jesus reads blogs. Because this ones a prayer to you, for others to see and agree. What am I todo with my life ? I wanted to start that worship team that would travel and teach, and speak, and ignite, and do alot. I still do want to do that alot. I also want to be an artist, and use the gifts with guitar and photography that I want to express to the world for you. Then there's the desire to teach young people that I've always had. To watch your mysteries be birthed in their uncomplicated minds. To help them grow, and learn, and struggle through this life with you. But I don't want to work for a church anymore. I want to do your work but I don't want to take your money. I'd rather you give me an avenue that I could work and make enough money to be good, but still have free time to make alot of relationships. In fact I want that avenue to be based on relationships, or at least function around relationships. Maybe I could do photography that would give me extra time, at least I think it would. I don't know...do you still want me to plant a church ? If so I really don't want to for a few years, I've got so much to learn. I want to hear you speak to me what to do again. Last time you spoke you told me to chill, that you were putting me "underground", in the "desert" and I was to wait. I sense that my season has come to an end. I am refreshed, renewed...but don't stop I need alot more. I need you. Like an orphaned deer, I'm afraid without your guidance and protection. I want to know what you want. I love you. me